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« on: March 06, 2019, 10:57:29 am »
All my life I was searching for the answer to my questions. In the search I found the book The Fundamentals of Thought and what caught my attention was this premise: there are two ways to get rid of an undesired condition, one is to locate the exact moment in which you created it and the other is to make new and consciously that which you are doing unconsciously. In both cases, the creation stops. I was impressed, it made sense.
The next thing was to get auditing and training. I got trained, Dianetics Auditor and class IV. I studied everything I could.
I reached the clearing.
One of the things that I remember most of those times is that when I left a session I felt with a lot of power to postulate, I used my ability to postulate very frequently and with great success. It was exactly like taking off from the earth and start flying, faster and faster. And suddenly something was happening, it was exactly as if he were crash at full speed with a wall of solid granite.
It took me several days, sometimes weeks, to gather the pieces. Endless repair sessions, until I just quit postulating. I knew it was the switch off.
For a long time looking for the solution. I read everything about GPMs and I knew, deep in my heart, that there was the solution. Nowhere was there a coherent process to handle that.
A few years ago I found TROM and started using it. But that is another story.